It takes a countless number of events in a person’s life to truly show how strong they are. Sudden impact leaves you distracted enough to ignore what emotions are really hiding. Once the climax of a situation has escaped, you can finally settle and realize what actually just happened..
I can’t promise to stop discussing the movement of change and how much it annoys, frightens, or angers me, but I will say that this is the end of an ending, and the start to a new beginning; chapter three if you will. I suppose some aspect of psychology can truly explain the specific separations and stages of life, but I’ll share this third stage with a more unique and dramatic style.
When I thought moving seven hours away to live in warmer weather for the next four years was intimidating, packing up my life in a matter of three days was way more stress worthy. Some people may not find it easy to throw away all contents of their basement, but I found it to be rather refreshing and a little easier to see through the foggy cluttered living room. Starting off on a new page can encourage your body to feel healthier and stronger by erasing the mind from any former negative trails.
This past week has thrown me back and forth between the idea of celebrating a new life, a better education and opportunities to being extremely sad and regretful on what could/should have happened in the past summer weeks. Instead of spending early morning hours with high school friends by a fire the past two months, I attempted a routine dedicated to work and exercise. Maybe I just find some activities more appealing than others. That should not determine anything in my future, except for the fact that it will be more than simple to gather my priorities if need be.
Along with many other people on this earth, I tend to believe that everything happens for a reason. I could just be convincing and lying to myself about sources of a situation but what other way could things be explained? I’m almost always told that things will work out and that everything will be alright, [which is usually the case] but when it comes to that sudden impact I mentioned before, it seems almost impossible to remove all thoughts in your mind running at 1209408324 mph. Sleepless nights take over, and then you just can’t seem to function. But in the end, as your own person, you should realize what you have to do in order to make things right for your body and mind, as well as anyone else in your life. Do not give others the permission to take steps all over your dignity; a strong person portrays powerful behaviors in any aspect of life.